I ahvn't done anything in so long...
My last submittal to this thing was months and months ago, I believe.

I am GOING to get something done next Saturday...

Hopefully anyways.

You havn't lost me.
I don't know how you could ever think that.
You have never hurt me sweets, And I don't think you ever will.
It's me who is usually guilty of causing the pain in friendships and relationships. I mean look what happened with Jack?

I can feel you slipping away. I fear that soon, there will be nothing left of us. And I can't do a damn thing about it.

Fuck.
I hate this.

All I can do is tell you that I don't want to lose you.
Please.

We can make it the way it was. Pretend none of this ever happened can't we?
Probably not...

I wish we could. I want us back.
The old us.

Yep.
Thats right.
I want to kiss a GIRL.

Do you hate me now?
You must...
You havent spoken to me in days.

I'm writing this in my journal, because I am too much of a pussy to tell you this to your face.

I think you are being very childish. You always say that you are "open minded", and that you won't judge people...That's a lie.

I jokingly told you I was a lesbian, and you stop talking to me?
Even Lisa noticed that.

Well, keep not talking to me...Because even though I am not a lesbian, I am bisexual.

Ever wonder why I always got so defensive when we talked about homosexuality?

Well, you have your answer.
Hate me.

I dare you.



You want to be a child?
I can be a child too.
Fuck you.


Thats right.
I said it.

I will never tell anyone, anything.
Ever again.

Not after what is happening...